June 14th,
I cannot believe that tomorrow is the day I am crowned the queen! The queen! Ah, I have dreamed of this day ever since I was a little girl; I was bred for this duty I am about to assume. I’m a little nervous though, I am young and prone to making a few mistakes here and there. I just do not want to harm the lives of my people in any way; I want to make their lives prosper under my reign.
But I shouldn’t worry too much. I have my parents to guide me and the love of my life by my side! By the end of this fortnight I will have complete and total control of my kingdom and a husband who loves me! I probably should get some rest before tomorrow; after all it is a big day! Goodnight, to the world in which I am nothing more than a princess in love with her kingdom and her fiancé!
June 27,
Yesterday was my wedding day. They killed my parents. They killed my fiancé. At the altar. He died in my arms. And now my younger brother thinks I am unfit to rule? He has convinced the court to disown me as queen on account of the loss I have just suffered… Grief does not make me unfit to rule! He lost his parents too; so how is he not unfit to rule the same as me if that is how he weaseled his way onto the throne. My rightful throne!
I will not step down so easily. I will find who did this to me, to my parents and to my fiancé; and they will pay. Their heads will roll at my feet only after I kill their families right in front of them so they can feel the grief I felt the moment they stabbed my fiancé and father right in front of me and snapped my mothers neck!
All of the breath had left my body in that moment when the ones I loved the most were murdered before my very eyes. And now I feel just as dead inside as my beloved ones actually are. Nothing will stop me from my revenge and getting what is rightfully mine! I will once again rule this kingdom! IT WILL ALL BE MINE!
June 26,
Finally! After all these years, every last one of my enemies has finally been vanquished and my dear brother, god bless him for knowing when to disappear, has vanished from the palace that I know, once again have control over. Tomorrow, on the 19th anniversary of my fiancé’s death I will once again be crowned queen of my kingdom! Granted things this time around are a little different, then they were the last time around. Maybe all these years of seeking revenge for the pain I have felt over the death of my loved ones has changed me, but I no longer worry about being a good and gracious queen. I got nowhere hoping for the best. The only way I ever got what I wanted was when I just took it by whatever means possible; even if that meant a few more heads than I had planned on were severed from their bodies and rolled at my feet. And even after all that has happened, all that I have done I still can’t have the one thing I truly want in this life; and so no one will live happily ever after…
For after living so long as an evil queen… there is no going back!
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